5 fears I have

I have an irrational fear of being poor. It might seem insignificant or filmsy but I do. I hate not having money or not being able to afford what I want. I have an expensive palette and I hate being unable to satisfy it.

I’m afraid of breaking people’s heart. For someone with this kind of fear, I’ve broken a lot of hearts. But this fear is also why I try to satisfy people with little or no consideration of the effect on me. This is only true if I like you anyway. Funny enough, I don’t hesitate to break my parent’s heart.

I hate when people have certain expectations of me. It brings an irrational fear that I’ll let them down one day (same reason why I don’t like kids, no off days). If I tell you I want to do something and you tell me you’ll be looking forward to it, it brings a certain kind of pressure that is not the fault of the person. It’s hard to control tbh and I hate it. Absolutely.

One of my biggest fears is that I’ll grow old and have regrets. One of the reasons why I believe living long is overrated, it’s rare to find an old person without regrets. I also do not want to be old and unable to do things I love.

Oh, and I’m claustrophobic. Fear of small or/and enclosed spaces. I’ve had enough run ins with the opposite sex that this fear feels like it was borne out of self preservation.

What fears do you have? Tell me.